It started, as most things do, with a man deciding to run.
Liore Bloodwing engaged frequently in war. It was inherent to his occupation, it was inherent to his frayed and impatient nature. The instinct for battle coursed through his poisoned veins, the crucible of physical struggle an explosive release for the turbulence that stormed against his hollow heart.
And when it came to the fighting, he did not possess the cunning or sociopathy of the rogue, or the destructive flamboyancy of the mage. There was nothing left of him to offer a demon, to draw pacts of sacrifice and power as a warlock might. He could not trim the savagery of his thoughts to focus at the bow. He did not possess the discipline or tranquility to walk like wind, or flow like water, detached and calculating, empowered by the transcendental power of chi.
Liore did not have foul scourge magics to mend his bleeding wounds. When he cried to his ancestors, nobody replied. The Light, in its sovereign wisdom, was something that happened to other, worthier people.
All he had was himself. His body, lean and strong. His rage, bilious and acidic.
His fear. Fathomless, and unrelenting.
So he took great cares to keep himself strong. Pressing weights, martial drills. Shaping and honing himself, chasing perfection. The muscle of his flat stomach looked angry. Veins traced his forearms. Slicked blonde tresses hung over brutishly powerful shoulders.
Tonight, he ran. Threw on a pair of Guttersnipe fatigues and worn-out boots. Frowned in the mirror at the loose fit of the camouflaged pants. There was weight he simply could not put back on. To add some resistance, he filled a bulky mountaineer's backpack with some scraps of metal gleaned from the armory. It was heavy and unbalanced. The leonine elf shouldered it with a grunt.
The forsaken shuffling about the Cathedral watched on in silence as he stretched and strode out the door. The Snipes shared a few unencouraging glances before resuming their tasks. Benoite Dawnsong was lost in the sweetest sleep, bundled against the chill in what had become her room. He intended to be back before she woke, for their morning's ritual of breakfast and crosswords.
He set off at a soldier's pace, the loping jog that could swallow miles and miles and miles.
The silvery moon strutted like a conqueror through the shimmering black of the sky, thrusting shafts of ghastly white through the fingers of dead trees stretching to strangle it. Silverpine was otherwise dreary and cloaked in a low skirt of mist. Bloodwing sped through, stretching into a full sprint. The backpack slunk sharply against his back, tugging him this way and that. He resisted, placing his steps to compensate. Already, he was puffing and huffing, plumes of heat escaping his clenched teeth in pale streamers. Lances of weariness traced up his legs, gathering at his knees. He increased his pace and vaulted a fallen tree.
There was much to think about.
Work, for the Inquisition. The complexities of social life, a crisscrossing and razor-sharp web. The inevitable confrontation with Asimenios, and how it would likely mean his death. How terribly he did not want to die, now that she'd come.
What a sobering experience.
Benoite Dawnsong was worth more than a brief blurb snuck into his obituary. She was deserving of a gratitude that he was incapable of expressing, and that really pissed him off. Liore Bloodwing, murderer and kinslayer, was a hollowed out husk stitched by cobwebs to a rotting throne, when she was sent to him. Now she was running his entire operation. Effortlessly, graciously. A graceful approach that she carried on, and carried herself in such a way that could never be recreated.
Maybe it was time for a change. Maybe it was a time for boldness. Maybe she was biding her own time, until he was capable enough a being to drag them both someplace approaching happiness. Not settling. Happiness.
He figured it would have to wait until Asimenios was buried, and the cruelty of the being they had released from its prison in Northrend left to the flame. Liore figured he could focus on that monumental task, take in the knowledge needed, build the strength required. It occurred to him, only now as he sprinted through Silverpine Forest, that he was just running away.
How do you promise something to somebody when you don't think you'll live to see it through?
You don't make those choices alone, !@#$%^-.
Liore Bloodwing was very disturbed by his thoughts and his worries. He no longer noticed the ache spreading through his knee, or the burn in his lungs, or even the rattle of the metal plates in his pack.
And he certainly didn't notice the congregation of wolves until he was already among them.
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Liore Bloodwing engaged frequently in war. It was inherent to his occupation, it was inherent to his frayed and impatient nature. The instinct for battle coursed through his poisoned veins, the crucible of physical struggle an explosive release for the turbulence that stormed against his hollow heart.
And when it came to the fighting, he did not possess the cunning or sociopathy of the rogue, or the destructive flamboyancy of the mage. There was nothing left of him to offer a demon, to draw pacts of sacrifice and power as a warlock might. He could not trim the savagery of his thoughts to focus at the bow. He did not possess the discipline or tranquility to walk like wind, or flow like water, detached and calculating, empowered by the transcendental power of chi.
Liore did not have foul scourge magics to mend his bleeding wounds. When he cried to his ancestors, nobody replied. The Light, in its sovereign wisdom, was something that happened to other, worthier people.
All he had was himself. His body, lean and strong. His rage, bilious and acidic.
His fear. Fathomless, and unrelenting.
So he took great cares to keep himself strong. Pressing weights, martial drills. Shaping and honing himself, chasing perfection. The muscle of his flat stomach looked angry. Veins traced his forearms. Slicked blonde tresses hung over brutishly powerful shoulders.
Tonight, he ran. Threw on a pair of Guttersnipe fatigues and worn-out boots. Frowned in the mirror at the loose fit of the camouflaged pants. There was weight he simply could not put back on. To add some resistance, he filled a bulky mountaineer's backpack with some scraps of metal gleaned from the armory. It was heavy and unbalanced. The leonine elf shouldered it with a grunt.
The forsaken shuffling about the Cathedral watched on in silence as he stretched and strode out the door. The Snipes shared a few unencouraging glances before resuming their tasks. Benoite Dawnsong was lost in the sweetest sleep, bundled against the chill in what had become her room. He intended to be back before she woke, for their morning's ritual of breakfast and crosswords.
He set off at a soldier's pace, the loping jog that could swallow miles and miles and miles.
The silvery moon strutted like a conqueror through the shimmering black of the sky, thrusting shafts of ghastly white through the fingers of dead trees stretching to strangle it. Silverpine was otherwise dreary and cloaked in a low skirt of mist. Bloodwing sped through, stretching into a full sprint. The backpack slunk sharply against his back, tugging him this way and that. He resisted, placing his steps to compensate. Already, he was puffing and huffing, plumes of heat escaping his clenched teeth in pale streamers. Lances of weariness traced up his legs, gathering at his knees. He increased his pace and vaulted a fallen tree.
There was much to think about.
Work, for the Inquisition. The complexities of social life, a crisscrossing and razor-sharp web. The inevitable confrontation with Asimenios, and how it would likely mean his death. How terribly he did not want to die, now that she'd come.
What a sobering experience.
Benoite Dawnsong was worth more than a brief blurb snuck into his obituary. She was deserving of a gratitude that he was incapable of expressing, and that really pissed him off. Liore Bloodwing, murderer and kinslayer, was a hollowed out husk stitched by cobwebs to a rotting throne, when she was sent to him. Now she was running his entire operation. Effortlessly, graciously. A graceful approach that she carried on, and carried herself in such a way that could never be recreated.
Maybe it was time for a change. Maybe it was a time for boldness. Maybe she was biding her own time, until he was capable enough a being to drag them both someplace approaching happiness. Not settling. Happiness.
He figured it would have to wait until Asimenios was buried, and the cruelty of the being they had released from its prison in Northrend left to the flame. Liore figured he could focus on that monumental task, take in the knowledge needed, build the strength required. It occurred to him, only now as he sprinted through Silverpine Forest, that he was just running away.
How do you promise something to somebody when you don't think you'll live to see it through?
You don't make those choices alone, !@#$%^-.
Liore Bloodwing was very disturbed by his thoughts and his worries. He no longer noticed the ache spreading through his knee, or the burn in his lungs, or even the rattle of the metal plates in his pack.
And he certainly didn't notice the congregation of wolves until he was already among them.
(continued)
Edited by Liore on 10/3/2013 12:13 PM PDT