A Hallow Ending (short story)

100 Human Priest
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Her hands moved in a set rhythm, inured against both the chill and the occasional prick of the needle. Ketlan was no master tailor, but repairing her own robes was a familiar task. The once pristine robe was riddled with a series of mends and patches. It was mismatched, pieced together from different sources. Each stitch was memory, as was every faint stain, which no scrubbing could remove.

Today, however, was a mundane repair. A branch had caught her hem. Such a distraction might have cost someone’s life at one time, but there were fewer skirmishes in the months since the Lich King’s fall. The Alliance had recalled many of its troops, but there were still outposts scattered throughout Northrend that needed, for some reason or another, to be manned, and a priest was always welcomed. She felt no rush to leave. She continued her mending without much conscious thought.

A letter lay open by her side. A mere page long, it was more of a note than a proper missive. The actual wording didn’t matter; she was being called home.

She finished the final stitches and added her sewing kit to the top of the small pack that contained her belongings. Tomorrow she would set sail.

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Stormwind’s silhouette was wrong.

Ketlan struggled to see the outline of Stormwind’s towers as the Blue Maiden approached the harbor. It was misshapened, disfigured. Chunks were missing yet from its pristine façade. She’d heard reports of the damage, but had not been prepared to see a chunk of the city simply missing.

The chilly sea breeze whipped around her, but she continued to stare at the remains of the park district.

When the ship docked, she resolutely turned her face away from the sight. She noted that the dock workers continued their trade exactly as before, and that no one else stared at the conspicuous rubble. It was bad enough to be returning to the heart of civilization dressed like a refugee; she would not act like a bumpkin as well.

Her pride was forgotten as the wind shifted, carrying the scent from inland. She grimaced, quickly covering her nose at the stench. By the Light, what was that smell?

One of the dock hands noticed her actions and grunted in annoyance. “That would be stink bombs you’re smelling. Damned Horde decided to sabotage the festival.”

Thank the Light, Ketlan thought to herself. This wasn’t the normal city smell.

“Wait. What festival?”

“Hallow’s End. The Gilneans have taken over the gates, doing some ‘old fashioned’ celebrating, they say. That giant man of theirs is just asking for trouble.”

She’d heard about the Gilneans. They’d walled themselves up inside of their homeland, turning on the rest of the Alliance. Only recently, they had been besieged by a series of misfortunes that cost them their homeland and, for many, their humanity. The night elves had taken them as refugees, and so they had returned to the Alliance. Ketlan had yet to see a Gilnean afflicted by the worgen curse, and had no great desire to seek one out.

“Thank you. Light be with you,” she said automatically to the man and began the trek upwards into the city, hand to nose.

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The next morning, Ketlan sat stiffly on one of the cold stone benches inside the Cathedral. Unnaturally white and black garments rustled whenever she shifted positions. Brother Benjamin said nothing, while the light of the stained glass moved across the floor.

“I haven’t given it much thought,” Ketlan finally answered. “There wasn’t much time to think about such things.”

“You have time now,” Brother Benjamin gently reminded her. “I suggest you use it.”

“It’s not easy to answer.”

“Worthwhile questions rarely are. But, if you wish to serve the Light, it is a question you must be able to answer. Not to me, but to yourself.”

He stood from the bench and faced her. “There is a lecture tonight on the Light, by the gazebo. Many of the local residents participate. You should attend, get to know the people here.”

She nodded slowly. “I’ll do that. Before you go, can you tell me what your…” The question faded away, as she realized that it’s not one that he would answer.

Brother Benjamin shook his head. “I know who I am. I hope you find your answer as well.”

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100 Human Priest
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If you deny one’s abilities, you are refusing to acknowledge part of yourself.

The words echoed in Ketlan’s head the next day. She hadn’t known she would be speaking them the day before, yet they resonated within her.

She walked the streets of the city, no clear destination in mind. She wore her own worn, repaired gear rather than her church’s vestments, not eager to be acknowledged as anything other than a passerby. Every now and then, she noticed the odd way some people spoke a turn of phrase, or dressed in different cuts of cloth. Gilneans, she guessed. It was another change to acclimate to.

The odor of the stinkbombs still permeated the city, something decidedly more difficult to grow accustomed with. She saw several people cleaning the remnants of the stench with a strange device. Little by little, the city was being cleansed.

Brother Benjamin had never mentioned the topic of the previous day’s lecture, if he had even known. Genevra, the moderator, had made a last minute change. The ensuing debate dealt with shadow magic, its morality, and the nature of innocence.

There was no clear consensus on the nature of shadow magic, or how it affected those who wielded its power. What was even less clear was how to use that magic, and who should pay its price.

Afterward, she had found herself in a conversation with a woman named Nostrae Wellington. She found herself sidestepping one of the woman’s questions, and speaking the words that now repeated in her mind.

Ketlan had never sought a battle. She had always been a healer. Following the Light had seemed an easy choice, the right choice.

It was strange how what seemed like the “easy” and “right” choice changed once you had a blade at your throat. When you had to chose who lived and who died. When you had to kill in order to save.

Those were choices Ketlan hadn’t been prepared to make. She reacted on instinct, without thinking. She fought back. She did what seemed like the right choice at the time, and put it from her mind. With every encounter, she thought about it less.

Her healer’s robes were stained with the blood of those she had killed.

“Who are you?” The simplest, and most complex of questions. A question she no longer could answer.

“Excuse me!” A female voice interrupted her thoughts. “You’re about to step into something smelly!”

A female gnome had stepped into Ketlan’s path, but she had been too lost in thought to notice.

The gnome pointed at a mess of ooze in the middle of the street. “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it!” She activated one of the strange devices Ketlan had observed earlier, and with a tiny swoosh, majority of the ooze disappeared.

“Thank you,” Ketlan said.

“No worries!” The gnome flourished the device. “Very useful thing here, an arcane cleanser. One of the Gilneans is passing them out to volunteers who are helping clean Stormwind.”

“The Gilneans are running the Hallow’s End festival this year, correct?”

“That’s right. They’ve set up a whole area by the gates. Can’t miss the Wickerman; that’s the big straw guy they set on fire every day.”

“Every day?”

“Well, new people keeping joining in everyday. ”

“Why?”

“It’s novel, and they’re curious!”

“I mean, why are the Gilneans setting it on fire?”

The gnome shrugged. “Something about burning away past troubles, I think. Ask the Gilneans. Be sure to grab a cleanser while you’re there.”

With that, the gnome bid farewell and continued on her way.

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Outside the gates of the city was a larger celebration that Ketlan ever remembered from her youth. Booths were set up with toys and apple bobbing contests. People, even adults, walked around with masks and buckets of candy. Laughter filled the air.

The biggest change, though, was the wickerman.

The giant seemed to be made entirely of straw, although surely there were other building materials or enchantments in place, for the entire thing was on fire and not yet burned away. It towered over the crowd, who happily made merry and tossed burning sticks into its flames without fear.

“Grab a branch!”

A woman, Gilnean by accent, pointed to the large bonfire burning in front of the Wickerman. If she were afflicted by her countryman’s curse, Ketlan had no way to tell.

She motioned to the bonfire again. “It’s tradition. It symbolizes all of our burdens. You toss it into the wickerman, and it burns away your troubles. Go on, then, get grabbin’! ”

Somewhat cautiously, Ketlan imitated the other people’s actions and approached the bonfire. The heat from the flame washed over her, but wasn’t oppressive. Branches were lined up nearby, and one snagged the hem of her robe. She carefully picked it up at lit in the bonfire.

The tinier flame seemed to burn brighter than its parent.

“Good! Now think about all your troubles, and then toss it into the wickerman.”

Ketlan stared at the fire in before her, which was becoming uncomfortably warm as the branch burned downward. “I don’t know what to do anymore,” she spoke, softly enough that no one else would hear.

She tossed the flame with all her might.

It disappeared, consumed by the larger fire.

She stood there, suddenly chill. There was no magical boost of confidence, or insight into her problems.

“There!” the Gilnean cheered. “Don’t you feel better?”

“I suppose so,” Ketlan said with a forced smile, and the woman left to enlighten other visitors about tradition.

Better to be honest and cruel than a kind liar.

Someone had spoken those words at the lecture. At the time, Ketlan had thought the speaker to be cynical and mistaken. Now, a lie fresh off her lips, the sentiment haunted her.

She turned her back on the wickerman and headed back toward the city.

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((I just transferred my main Ketlan to Cenarian Circle after hanging around a while on an alt. Thank you, everyone, for being a friendly place and being nice to poor little Derscha.

I have been thinking about what Ketlan’s character would be, and how to play her as a priest. Quite literally, I have been asking myself, ‘Who is Ketlan Jancis?’ So she is asking that question of herself as well. There is also a parallel in transferring servers, and in returning home to a changed city- everything is familiar, yet not what you remembered.

When I realized she was returning during Hallow’s End, the last scene of this story popped in my head. It was a very nice bonus that this week’s ‘The Light and You’ debate touched on issues I’d been debating about for Ketlan’s character, so I included part of that. I can’t remember who made the ‘honest and cruel’ comment, or else I would have given you in-story credit. Sorry!))
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100 Human Paladin
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That was an awesome story and extremely well written. Thank you and welcome to CC. I look forward to meeting you in game.
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