Drakehide glanced down at the sword and shield, then up at Tyrynna in shock, and then back down. He found himself thinking himself through what was slowly becoming an impossible choice.
Sons of Rukh, incidentally, do not generally like impossible choices. It makes their heads hurt, and usually makes their tempers flare. This time, though...Drakehide found himself, slowly, methodically, logically trying to think himself through this one, attempting to choose as best he could. The greatest reason that he was letting his mind govern his actions, at this point, was that his heart was dragging him in too many to count.
She had tortured him. She had tortured him, beaten him, bombarded him. He had submitted...he had broken, from her assault. She had captured him and committed against him perhaps the most hurtful, degrading dishonor that anyone had ever inflicted on him. And...when he had directed his rage, his anger elsewhere...when he had extended the hand of friendship...she had admitted full responsibility for what she had done, and asked him, honorably, to end her life. It would end her suffering. It would end whatever pain she was feeling. It would keep her from exercising this suffering, this pain on anyone else. Perhaps...this was really for the best.
Drakehide took up his sword, the saronite edge shrieking indignantly as it made its ascent, the blade dragged against the solid floor producing several sparks. He glanced at it, then at Tyr, then at the blade again...and what he saw in that blade was his own reflection. Depending on how he held the blade...the reflection would change. Drakehide, then Tyr, then Drakehide, then Tyr.
Were they more alike than unalike, perhaps? He was a soldier of the Horde, or...he had been, for many years. He had hurt, killed, committed atrocities and actions that kept him awake at night...yes, he could kill her, and exact his "vengeance", but one of these days vengeance would not be on his side, and would not be kind to him. The methods were different, but...the crime remained largely the same. She was clearly many things - but she had shown that she was not heartless, and not without morals. Now, she was experiencing the same pain that Drakehide had, earlier. The same pain that had wracked him now appeared to be coursing through her, and he felt...great sympathy for her.
What was it, that he'd said all those days ago, in that foolish letter, after that foolish invasion of Darnassus - however many days it had been by now - ? That her "aggressive act would cost her dearly"? That he would cut her down "on a field of her choosing"? That "this was personal"? "My name is Drakehide - prepare to die," he'd said. Looking back, the words seemed so...so...
He closed his eyes. He turned, slightly, and stormed forward. He drove the blade in. Drove it in, right up to the hilt. Drove it in, snarling and cursing and growling. Drove it in, full of rage, and anger, and fire. He couldn't watch. He couldn't bring himself to. He drove that blade in, like he'd never driven a blade in before.
And, by Rukh's axe, it would take a half-dozen men with arms like the son of Rukh had never seen if they hoped to drag that blade out from where he'd rested it deep inside the dark, silent walls of his prison. Tyrynna still stood there, behind him, untouched by the blade. He had missed her altogether. Avoided her altogether.
Now, no one would be killing anyone, in here. Not again.
"We each carry pain of our own," Drakehide spoke, unusually soft, "For each of us...that pain is different. It carries a different weight. But...but we must remain strong. We must stay alive. When...when that pain comes, we must become masters over that pain...not let it be master over us..."
Drakehide turned, releasing the blade-hilt from his grip, and stepping towards her so that they were face-to-face, divided by only a few feet of space.
"You...are not, perhaps, as...as mad as you claim you are," Drakehide suggested, "At least...I...do not think you are. If you were completely mad, Tyrynna, I would...still be bound, watching those...images. Feeling...what you are feeling now. There...there remains goodness in you. Honor. And...and for me to take your life...I...I cannot help feeling that it would dishonor...the good in you. The honor you have shown me."
He sighed, deeply, glancing down at the ground for a moment, and then back up to her. He tugged off his gauntlets and then reached out, taking Tyrynna into a warm, consoling hug. While also trying not to impale her on his saronite armor's many spikes, of course.
"If you truly want me to kill you, and end your pain...one day I will," Drakehide continued, "But...not like this. You should die better. On the battlefield. We are warriors, both. I...I would see you die a warrior's death. And...one day, should you end my own life, Tyrynna, I would ask only the same death in return."
Edited by Drakehide on 2/7/2012 11:14 AM PST