I don't blame her for hitting me.
The facts remain, even after I had forgiven myself, and after Shadowless had forgiven me. No. Ares. That was how he had signed his name previously. I think he intends to change his name once he has come home.
Eve blames me for his behavior. She says that if I hadn't abandoned him without a word, he wouldn't be rushing around, trying to find his death.
Maybe she's right. But that isn't a guilt I should be shouldering. I have enough problems. She has Tyrael to watch over. I'm glad that she doesn't want to kill him. I can see it in the way she interacts with him, that she accepts him. Is even protective of him. Maybe.
It's hard to tell when the only thing she did was jerk on his ear for making a joke about dating me instead of her. But I also saw her sketchbooks were out around their feet. And she looked happy. Well. She didn't look happy, but I could tell that she wasn't as glum as she usually is.
I tried to tell Ratheron this. That I will continue to pay for my sin for as long as it takes until I am clean again. I don't mind, as long as other people get it off of their chest. Then, it will all be history and they can accept that I am with him. I've made my choice.
And one day, my past will stop coming back to hurt me. One day, all of us can sit around a fire and laugh about it. Ares might find a new lover and he can be happy without me. And maybe Tyrael will get Eve to crack open like I've managed with Rath. And maybe we can just be happy.
I just want everyone to be happy.
The facts remain, even after I had forgiven myself, and after Shadowless had forgiven me. No. Ares. That was how he had signed his name previously. I think he intends to change his name once he has come home.
Eve blames me for his behavior. She says that if I hadn't abandoned him without a word, he wouldn't be rushing around, trying to find his death.
Maybe she's right. But that isn't a guilt I should be shouldering. I have enough problems. She has Tyrael to watch over. I'm glad that she doesn't want to kill him. I can see it in the way she interacts with him, that she accepts him. Is even protective of him. Maybe.
It's hard to tell when the only thing she did was jerk on his ear for making a joke about dating me instead of her. But I also saw her sketchbooks were out around their feet. And she looked happy. Well. She didn't look happy, but I could tell that she wasn't as glum as she usually is.
I tried to tell Ratheron this. That I will continue to pay for my sin for as long as it takes until I am clean again. I don't mind, as long as other people get it off of their chest. Then, it will all be history and they can accept that I am with him. I've made my choice.
And one day, my past will stop coming back to hurt me. One day, all of us can sit around a fire and laugh about it. Ares might find a new lover and he can be happy without me. And maybe Tyrael will get Eve to crack open like I've managed with Rath. And maybe we can just be happy.
I just want everyone to be happy.