“Wai?”
“Because that’s what we do for those we love; we give them smooches, and hugs, and patience, and kindness. We care for them. And the ones that really love you? They’ll give it right back.” Her fingertips brushed over his cheeks, then moved to daub the tip of his nose. “Okay?”
“’kay,” he mumbled, reaching up to rub his damp eye with a balled fist.
“So… something scared you. But I’m here. Nothing will hurt you.”
“’kay.” He fussed, wiggling on her lap. “I wanna go home, doh. I meees mommy.”
“Alright. Then we’ll go home. Tomorrow, we’ll pack up our things, stop by the market and buy a few presents for your sisters and your mommy, then we’ll travel. Okay?” She lifted both hands, cupping his chin as she leaned in to kiss each of his temples.
“I wanna buy Mo’dwa some fwooots. I teenk she like dem, kay? Like nanas.”
“Yes,” she said, grinning in the dim light as she stood. Bella sat her son on his bed, crossing to his armoire to retrieve a fresh set of pajamas. Moving back to him, she redressed him, tossing the sweat-dampened clothing into a nearby hamper. “She likes her nanas.”
“Mebbe I gets Eeeams sumfin? Mo’dwa sweets on heem, so dat might make her smoile, too.”
“Well, that would be very nice of you. And I think he’d appreciate that.” She lifted him up, pulling back the sheets and laying him down. Tucking him in, she hovered over him, propping her weight on one arm. “You’re very sweet. Never let go of that, and never let fear make your anger overrule your kindness. Now… have some good dreams for me, and we’ll get presents tomorrow before we go home. I promise.”
“’kay.” He forced his eyes closed, squinting hard.
“Silly boy,” she said, leaning down to kiss his cheek. “I love you.”
“Love you, minn’da.”
She rose to her full height, crossing to the door. Before she could open it, his voice stopped her.
“Minn’da,” he said, tiny voice full of panic.
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“You stay, pwease? Jess a leetul?”
“You want to me stay? I can. You scared of something?”
“I scared dat…” He paused, giving a small grunt before he exhaled forcefully. “I scared dat if you go, den you might be gone too long, den no come back. Like my dweem.”
She parted her lips to ask more about the dream, but considering she wanted him calm instead of becoming more wound up, she eschewed the question. Instead, she crossed back to his bed, slumping down to the side of it and leaning her back against it.
“Then I’ll stay. But… just so you know… even if I go somewhere for a little bit, I wouldn’t ever leave forever. I know where my home is, and it’s where my heart belongs. And you should always listen to what your heart tells you. Sometimes, it’s smarter than your mind.” She reached up and took his hand, turning her side to the bed and resting her weight on her arm.
The shadows of the room hugged to them as Bella listened to her son’s breathing fall to a slow, deep rhythm as sleep overtook him. Her own breath’s pace changed to match, the Knight’s head coming to rest on the mattress as she drifted off. Even in slumber, she did not release his hand.
She was right where she needed to be.
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