Cail snorted.
The loud noise of his own making awoke him with a jolt. He sat up abruptly and nearly fell out of his chair. Blinking the sleep away he peered around the silent tomb of the Conclave Vaults through blurry eyes. He had been in Northshire for several days conducting research.
Oh yes... research... Cail blinked down at the open book he had been using as a pillow. Glancing left then right, satisfied that he was alone and no one had seen him, Cail tucked a sleeve around his hand and wiped his spittle of the precious record, careful not to smear the ink. He then continued reading.
Cail paused in thought. His head still clearing from his hour or two long power nap, he read the page again pausing at the same spot. Are they though? He shifted that book aside and read the page of another that was open beneath it.
The Three Tenants of the Church of the Light
An Examination of the Three Virtues.
It was a lengthy thesis which the old scholar with the gnome found to be rather redundant, but informative nonetheless. He glanced over the page again, as he had several times the night before just to be certain he hadn't missed something. He stopped and reasoned to himself.
Respect, held and taught by the church as a virtue of the Holy Light, acknowledges the need to be aware of oneself and their connection to the universe, but stresses the awareness of the connection of others to the same universe. By respecting the connection of others, the book calls it happiness, practitioners are serving the greater well-being of the universe as a whole and thereby serving themselves. An oversimplification perhaps but in a nutshell thats it.
Cail shifted over to a smaller, thinner book and read the page. He paused, thinking.
Respect, held and taught by this reviled Cult of Forgotten Shadow, essentially states the same thing, if only through a more self-centered prism. The universe is a manifestation of our collective power. By necessity some are more powerful than others, and disparaging the universe in any form is to disrespect the power of those around them. This is dangerous. Respecting the universe and therefore those around you offers a measure of protection as one goes about gradually increasing their own power. Again, oversimplified, but there it is.
The old gnome slumped back in his hard wooden chair. He noticed from the corner of his eye that morning's light was beginning to illuminate the room.
He lifted a hand to rub his eyes again but paused, staring at the thin layer of shadow that coated his person. The old doctor turned his hand back and forth looking at it with a refreshing wonder, then glance down the front of himself musing at how the shadow permeated everything he wore. At best it muted the colors of his robes and dulled the brilliance of his adornments, few though they may be.
To his flesh it gave a certain muddied brown-black-purple hue depending on the light. Most amusing was the way it colored his gray-white beard and hair, turning it a faint shade of purple most of the time. He had never been fond of the color, but it was growing on him. Cail smirked. In some ways quite literally.
The old gnome relaxed as best he could in his wooden armchair and steepled his fingers in front of his nose. I understand to a degree the trepidation that Genevra feels, though I admit to myself that I have not suffered her same trials. I can not afford to allow her personal bigotry, ... The old doctor paused, twisting the ends of his wild gray mustache.
No. Bigotry is too harsh. ...personal bias, benign or otherwise, ... Cail sighed. It was late, now early, and his mind was beginning to strain from the deprivation of sleep. All night study sessions were easier in his youth.
I can't allow it to taint my own conclusions. I can not fathom the reasons why the shadow, This Shadow, preserved me but it must be for a sound logical reason.
Cail idly turned the pages of the small thin book. The Cult of the Forgotten Shadow. Author unknown, yet so far it is the best source I can find on the matter of shadow. Cail gave a tired sigh. Scripted by a member of the Church of Light no doubt, its texts are far from impartial.
He closed the book and thoughtfully rubbed his sternum. If I am to take from its teachings, then I need to be gradually increasing my own power. Exerting my will within the universe. To do that, Cail pressed himself away from the table. ...I need more data.
Closing each of the books atop the table the old gnome, Doctor Cail Liam Mahlr'D, piled the useful tomes to one side clearing a space. He then returned to the long rows of shelved books within the Vaults of Conclave in search of more data.
The loud noise of his own making awoke him with a jolt. He sat up abruptly and nearly fell out of his chair. Blinking the sleep away he peered around the silent tomb of the Conclave Vaults through blurry eyes. He had been in Northshire for several days conducting research.
Oh yes... research... Cail blinked down at the open book he had been using as a pillow. Glancing left then right, satisfied that he was alone and no one had seen him, Cail tucked a sleeve around his hand and wiped his spittle of the precious record, careful not to smear the ink. He then continued reading.
Respect.
Tenacity.
Power.
Three virtues. Two are shared in name by the Church of the Light and yet they are understood so differently. ...
Cail paused in thought. His head still clearing from his hour or two long power nap, he read the page again pausing at the same spot. Are they though? He shifted that book aside and read the page of another that was open beneath it.
The Three Tenants of the Church of the Light
An Examination of the Three Virtues.
It was a lengthy thesis which the old scholar with the gnome found to be rather redundant, but informative nonetheless. He glanced over the page again, as he had several times the night before just to be certain he hadn't missed something. He stopped and reasoned to himself.
Respect, held and taught by the church as a virtue of the Holy Light, acknowledges the need to be aware of oneself and their connection to the universe, but stresses the awareness of the connection of others to the same universe. By respecting the connection of others, the book calls it happiness, practitioners are serving the greater well-being of the universe as a whole and thereby serving themselves. An oversimplification perhaps but in a nutshell thats it.
Cail shifted over to a smaller, thinner book and read the page. He paused, thinking.
Respect, held and taught by this reviled Cult of Forgotten Shadow, essentially states the same thing, if only through a more self-centered prism. The universe is a manifestation of our collective power. By necessity some are more powerful than others, and disparaging the universe in any form is to disrespect the power of those around them. This is dangerous. Respecting the universe and therefore those around you offers a measure of protection as one goes about gradually increasing their own power. Again, oversimplified, but there it is.
The old gnome slumped back in his hard wooden chair. He noticed from the corner of his eye that morning's light was beginning to illuminate the room.
He lifted a hand to rub his eyes again but paused, staring at the thin layer of shadow that coated his person. The old doctor turned his hand back and forth looking at it with a refreshing wonder, then glance down the front of himself musing at how the shadow permeated everything he wore. At best it muted the colors of his robes and dulled the brilliance of his adornments, few though they may be.
To his flesh it gave a certain muddied brown-black-purple hue depending on the light. Most amusing was the way it colored his gray-white beard and hair, turning it a faint shade of purple most of the time. He had never been fond of the color, but it was growing on him. Cail smirked. In some ways quite literally.
The old gnome relaxed as best he could in his wooden armchair and steepled his fingers in front of his nose. I understand to a degree the trepidation that Genevra feels, though I admit to myself that I have not suffered her same trials. I can not afford to allow her personal bigotry, ... The old doctor paused, twisting the ends of his wild gray mustache.
No. Bigotry is too harsh. ...personal bias, benign or otherwise, ... Cail sighed. It was late, now early, and his mind was beginning to strain from the deprivation of sleep. All night study sessions were easier in his youth.
I can't allow it to taint my own conclusions. I can not fathom the reasons why the shadow, This Shadow, preserved me but it must be for a sound logical reason.
Cail idly turned the pages of the small thin book. The Cult of the Forgotten Shadow. Author unknown, yet so far it is the best source I can find on the matter of shadow. Cail gave a tired sigh. Scripted by a member of the Church of Light no doubt, its texts are far from impartial.
He closed the book and thoughtfully rubbed his sternum. If I am to take from its teachings, then I need to be gradually increasing my own power. Exerting my will within the universe. To do that, Cail pressed himself away from the table. ...I need more data.
Closing each of the books atop the table the old gnome, Doctor Cail Liam Mahlr'D, piled the useful tomes to one side clearing a space. He then returned to the long rows of shelved books within the Vaults of Conclave in search of more data.
Edited by Caileanmor on 5/5/2014 11:44 PM PDT