Smoke curled from the tips of her claws. Her clothing singed and drifting from her body as ashes. The sight of another vagrant running out of the opening of the mines buried beneath the town sparked another bolt of fury in her and fire emanated from her skin, pooled into a ball in her hands, and lashed out at the foolish man. Her breaths came in spurts, deep and heavy. Sweat beaded at her brow where the skin discolored with the arcane poisoning. Patches around her eyes had faint arcane energy lines of red crackling in the darkened skin. Her purple skin getting darker, more onyx, more radiant.
With her breaths deepening as she poured more of herself into the destruction, the overwhelming joy of indulging the most vile nature of her magic usage, Izby knew she had to stop. That she was killing herself and if she didn't stop, she would collapse here. Exposed and unconscious. A target for the willing retaliation of those who survived her wrath. Another massive ball of fire left her hands and she doubled over, one hand on her stomach, the other on her knee. Breaths coming out like clouds of smoke now. Her skin hurting to touch and something in her mind snapped. A switch from glee in destruction to survival. She'd been awaiting this moment. Every time she indulged in this behavior, the three or four times she'd done so in all of her years, the switch happened. However, it kept moving further away from her. A few more episodes like this and it would be beyond death's grasp.
She pulled the clouds of smoke expelled from her lips and wrapped them around her finger, spinning them like a cotton puller to stretch it out, until before her, she held a small cloud in her hand. A shot rang through the air and wood exploded in a thundering crack behind her as she glanced up, glaring at the man reloading his rifle. A yearning deep inside of her begged her to retaliate. An elusive desire for escape responded equally deep but more muted than the other. She latched onto it, forced herself onto the spun cloud, and took off skyward. The yearning again, roared deep within herself, and she staggered. Faltering upon the energy stream propelling her forward, she hurtled back towards the Feathers' bar.
The collection of pillows that served as her bed, wrapped themselves around her in a comforting cocoon, isolating her from all feeling, all outside pain, and most importantly the woman in the kitchen that hurt her this way. Izby understood it wasn't intentional. She'd been gone for a year, helping the Timewalkers with no word, no acknowledgment of her existence. She could have been dead and to a shorter lived race, it was best to presume that and move on that it was to squander in the mire of depression. Wallowing in self-pity, useless to everyone. The reasons for moving on made sense, but that did not prevent them from inflicting this much pain. For the first time in many years, Izby wanted to burn everything around. She wanted to give voice to her pain and frustration by the most violent means she could imagine.
The screams of the female Bloodsails rang in her ears as she tried to sleep. A memory playing in repeat through her mind. The iron thick smell of blood. The gurgling sound of it boiling. The sight of the bodies, flayed and burnt laying around her as she melted the sand to glass underfoot. She could feel the satisfying glee warming her skin as she tormented the young sailor by deliberately burning his internal organs and nerves to cause him pain and cause him to twitch beyond control. To make him feel how she felt inside.
Naaru, forgive her, but he was just a child. A young boy scarcely with enough hair to be considered a man and she found joy in her actions. A delight in her wanton lust to explore a power within her that reaped joy in the destruction and harm others experienced. Like vapor, her joy vanished, replaced with the crushing exhaustion of guilt. The burden that she would now have to carry for the eternity of her life over a heart break. Over a woman. Over something so simple and so minuscule that it began to infuriate her once more.
She rose from her pillows and crept across the room to find a drink of water and a gift from a friend. A small insignificant gift. A hat from a Gnome with a penchant for misunderstanding that at once reminded her why she needed her control. There were people she cared for that may not survive without some protections. More importantly, there were people she cared for, even the one that hurt her, whom she did not wish to harm in her recklessness. She set the empty water glass back down and went back to sleep. The icy resolve that frost brings, soothing her to start the slow process of healing that was about to unfold.
With her breaths deepening as she poured more of herself into the destruction, the overwhelming joy of indulging the most vile nature of her magic usage, Izby knew she had to stop. That she was killing herself and if she didn't stop, she would collapse here. Exposed and unconscious. A target for the willing retaliation of those who survived her wrath. Another massive ball of fire left her hands and she doubled over, one hand on her stomach, the other on her knee. Breaths coming out like clouds of smoke now. Her skin hurting to touch and something in her mind snapped. A switch from glee in destruction to survival. She'd been awaiting this moment. Every time she indulged in this behavior, the three or four times she'd done so in all of her years, the switch happened. However, it kept moving further away from her. A few more episodes like this and it would be beyond death's grasp.
She pulled the clouds of smoke expelled from her lips and wrapped them around her finger, spinning them like a cotton puller to stretch it out, until before her, she held a small cloud in her hand. A shot rang through the air and wood exploded in a thundering crack behind her as she glanced up, glaring at the man reloading his rifle. A yearning deep inside of her begged her to retaliate. An elusive desire for escape responded equally deep but more muted than the other. She latched onto it, forced herself onto the spun cloud, and took off skyward. The yearning again, roared deep within herself, and she staggered. Faltering upon the energy stream propelling her forward, she hurtled back towards the Feathers' bar.
The collection of pillows that served as her bed, wrapped themselves around her in a comforting cocoon, isolating her from all feeling, all outside pain, and most importantly the woman in the kitchen that hurt her this way. Izby understood it wasn't intentional. She'd been gone for a year, helping the Timewalkers with no word, no acknowledgment of her existence. She could have been dead and to a shorter lived race, it was best to presume that and move on that it was to squander in the mire of depression. Wallowing in self-pity, useless to everyone. The reasons for moving on made sense, but that did not prevent them from inflicting this much pain. For the first time in many years, Izby wanted to burn everything around. She wanted to give voice to her pain and frustration by the most violent means she could imagine.
The screams of the female Bloodsails rang in her ears as she tried to sleep. A memory playing in repeat through her mind. The iron thick smell of blood. The gurgling sound of it boiling. The sight of the bodies, flayed and burnt laying around her as she melted the sand to glass underfoot. She could feel the satisfying glee warming her skin as she tormented the young sailor by deliberately burning his internal organs and nerves to cause him pain and cause him to twitch beyond control. To make him feel how she felt inside.
Naaru, forgive her, but he was just a child. A young boy scarcely with enough hair to be considered a man and she found joy in her actions. A delight in her wanton lust to explore a power within her that reaped joy in the destruction and harm others experienced. Like vapor, her joy vanished, replaced with the crushing exhaustion of guilt. The burden that she would now have to carry for the eternity of her life over a heart break. Over a woman. Over something so simple and so minuscule that it began to infuriate her once more.
She rose from her pillows and crept across the room to find a drink of water and a gift from a friend. A small insignificant gift. A hat from a Gnome with a penchant for misunderstanding that at once reminded her why she needed her control. There were people she cared for that may not survive without some protections. More importantly, there were people she cared for, even the one that hurt her, whom she did not wish to harm in her recklessness. She set the empty water glass back down and went back to sleep. The icy resolve that frost brings, soothing her to start the slow process of healing that was about to unfold.