The mind games of Cyaer Sunblaze -
I'm losing it, my sanity, slowly, ever so slowly...is this what happened to Aseria? My mind won't shut down, it keeps playing scenarios for me to keep me entertained, or to drive me mad, I'm not sure which?
For instance, does Aseria love me? Is that why she just doesn't take the rune? My mind wonders what would happen if she cut my hand off to have the rune? Would my blood pour out of me, where I would be unable to stop it? Or would my hand be gone, but nothing else occurred? It drives me crazy! She could love me...she gave me a pet name, Nutter. Maybe I made an impression on her that first time we met...or not.
I'm hungry. Not my body, but my mind, it thinks it needs food, really? What does a mind feast on...no, not the dream again....not again...
It leaves me exhausted everytime...the rush of the whole experience, is that what minds crave for nourishment...that rush? I want to rest, I need rest, DAMN IT! I DESERVE REST!!
Oh, my...sleep, I so could use some sleep. I cannot close my eyes, and this active mind of mine knows no boundaries of things to think of...
Cyaer, you need but shut down. Think of nothing...nothingness. Become unconscious...you can do it. I have faith in you.
Why do you sound like my Mia? Are you here in my mind, Mia? I love you, Mia! I LOVE YOU!!!
You hear what you want to hear, would you rather hear Kel'tira in her sultry come hither voice? Hello, Cyaer...take me, I'm yours to do with as you wish.
No, not that, Mia, I want Mia's tender soft voice...not the other, please....Mia?
Shh, Cyaer, sleep now. Close your mind, and sleep, my love. You'll awaken refreshed.
I do love you, Mia. You know that don't you?
Yes, Cyaer, I know, now sleep, Cyaer. We will talk again. I love you too.
You love me too? Ahhh...sleep...nite Mia...
Sleep, my love...
I'm losing it, my sanity, slowly, ever so slowly...is this what happened to Aseria? My mind won't shut down, it keeps playing scenarios for me to keep me entertained, or to drive me mad, I'm not sure which?
For instance, does Aseria love me? Is that why she just doesn't take the rune? My mind wonders what would happen if she cut my hand off to have the rune? Would my blood pour out of me, where I would be unable to stop it? Or would my hand be gone, but nothing else occurred? It drives me crazy! She could love me...she gave me a pet name, Nutter. Maybe I made an impression on her that first time we met...or not.
I'm hungry. Not my body, but my mind, it thinks it needs food, really? What does a mind feast on...no, not the dream again....not again...
It leaves me exhausted everytime...the rush of the whole experience, is that what minds crave for nourishment...that rush? I want to rest, I need rest, DAMN IT! I DESERVE REST!!
Oh, my...sleep, I so could use some sleep. I cannot close my eyes, and this active mind of mine knows no boundaries of things to think of...
Cyaer, you need but shut down. Think of nothing...nothingness. Become unconscious...you can do it. I have faith in you.
Why do you sound like my Mia? Are you here in my mind, Mia? I love you, Mia! I LOVE YOU!!!
You hear what you want to hear, would you rather hear Kel'tira in her sultry come hither voice? Hello, Cyaer...take me, I'm yours to do with as you wish.
No, not that, Mia, I want Mia's tender soft voice...not the other, please....Mia?
Shh, Cyaer, sleep now. Close your mind, and sleep, my love. You'll awaken refreshed.
I do love you, Mia. You know that don't you?
Yes, Cyaer, I know, now sleep, Cyaer. We will talk again. I love you too.
You love me too? Ahhh...sleep...nite Mia...
Sleep, my love...
Edited by Cyaer on 8/29/2012 1:43 PM PDT