Hello, Cenarion Circle. Josh, aka Saavedro/Zherron/Sekhesmet/etc. here.
As some of you in the RP community may or may not be aware, I abruptly dropped off WoW around the 26th or so of March, and left several nastygrams against members of the community in a fit of pique caused by an evening of RP gone rather horribly wrong.
Why did it go wrong? Well, I'm not going to give you the whole damn Bible, just a few verses: I'm prone to mood swings (among other things), and incredibly prone to overreacting. That is what happened that night in an RP, and as a result, I have destroyed my reputation and may never be welcome here again. I accept this as a consequence of my lack of thought, whether it be a product of my mental ailments or simply the fact that this is "what I am" - a tempermental jerk.
I will not ask forgiveness, as I know it is not warranted. Indeed, I have spent the better part of the last two months - while not engrossed in my other activities, both virtual and real-life - wondering what the hell I could say. I can't just say "I'm a lunatic with a temper issue, I overreacted, I'm sorry" and all would be done. No. But I felt I could no longer stay silent.
And so, I have said all I can...really think to say, except perhaps to wish you all well in your future endeavors.
Farewell.
- J.
As some of you in the RP community may or may not be aware, I abruptly dropped off WoW around the 26th or so of March, and left several nastygrams against members of the community in a fit of pique caused by an evening of RP gone rather horribly wrong.
Why did it go wrong? Well, I'm not going to give you the whole damn Bible, just a few verses: I'm prone to mood swings (among other things), and incredibly prone to overreacting. That is what happened that night in an RP, and as a result, I have destroyed my reputation and may never be welcome here again. I accept this as a consequence of my lack of thought, whether it be a product of my mental ailments or simply the fact that this is "what I am" - a tempermental jerk.
I will not ask forgiveness, as I know it is not warranted. Indeed, I have spent the better part of the last two months - while not engrossed in my other activities, both virtual and real-life - wondering what the hell I could say. I can't just say "I'm a lunatic with a temper issue, I overreacted, I'm sorry" and all would be done. No. But I felt I could no longer stay silent.
And so, I have said all I can...really think to say, except perhaps to wish you all well in your future endeavors.
Farewell.
- J.
