Yet he had to ask himself was life what he wanted? Did he want to return to the land of the living? Was it what he wanted? He wasn’t sure anymore on anything so he sighed, “It is alright.” He said quietly as he noticed her only picking at her food now. He ate a few more bites of his meat and then turned to gaze at her with a stern look. “I think its time we were honest with each other.” He said after a short period of just looking at her, he didn’t make it clear what he was wanting to be honest about but it was clear he would accept nothing less.
“Very well,” she replied calmly. Yet, that very question did arise in her mind. What did he want for her to be honest about. “Ask, and I shall answer.”
Smiles, “You haven’t told me much about anything. You’ve listened and been forward about why you are here yet you continue to hide behind a mask. You continue to hide and not be honest and forward with me. Why?” Tyrael asks simply, he would have her answer. Was it fear that stopped her? Or something more? Something else? All of these questions rebounded through his mind as he took another bite of the Yak and then pushed the plate away, a smile still on his face, not for her but for those who might look their way.
“Who and what I am is not acceptable to this mission,” she stated bluntly. “I am altering my entire personality just to fit what you need right at this moment. What you don’t need is a woman who cannot handle these situations, who cannot smile until her face hurts, and who only wants to walk away because these people disgust her. You do not need someone who is snarky and gets offended at the touch of a nerve.”
Letting those words flow as they did hurt. Not emotionally, nor did it damage an ego which hardly existed. She felt another sharp pain in her head. The alteration itself went beyond putting on a mask. She had become someone else entirely because he had asked for her to come with him. She held that smile so calmly, so serenely, as if nothing was wrong with this. It was her life, and how she lived. It was why Shadowless had also learned to never cross this woman, though the lesson had been a painful one she wouldn’t recount in her deepest nightmares.
“Would you care to dance?” she inquired in her sweetest tone.
Tyrael shook his head, as ever in awe of this woman, “One day I will learn your secrets...” He murmured as he stood, draining his champagne glass and offering her his hand, “Let’s dance my lady.” He said politely in a rigid tone. It was obvious she had hurt him with her words, he felt that she hid who she was not for the reasons she listed, even if they were valid but because she didn’t trust him. He was a Death Knight, undead, a monster what hope did he have of ever getting her to think better of him? None.
Tyrael smiled as he led them down the stairs and to the dance floor, spinning Eve out into the middle of the floor as he gracefully followed her. A smile was on his face but it wasn’t his own, it was devilish and dashing but it wasn’t Tyrael smiling at her. It was the man his father had wanted him to become. It was obvious to those who knew him that this was someone who could walk in the highest circles and be the talk of the party, be the life of it. Whereas Tyrael might scoff at all this wasted time and simply bull his way through and be straightforward this version of him was subtle and cunning.
This Tyrael could turn friend against friend and foe into ally, this was a different kind of dangerous.
If Eve cowered in fear of this man, it was hidden beneath an expression of nigh worship. A woman to compliment his personification, for he would most certainly be thrilled to be his date’s center of attention. And yet, that very word, his very questioning of her being, made her begin to wonder. He wanted for her to have fun, he wanted for her to accept this as the date that it was. But that was not something she could do and still be an effective tool. So, what did he want from her?
She fell into stride with him, her movements nearly flawless. It wasn’t because she had spent so much time practicing dancing, but because she had been forced to do so. She read his movements, predicted them, and let her body do the work while she kept her focus on him. On that mask that he donned. Perhaps he was hiding from her as well, now. She didn’t chase after Tyrael, instead letting Tyr guide her. And yet, she leaned in close to whisper to him, to speak softly, in nearly a seductive purr. Probably a compliment to their dancing, one might think.
“One day, I might let you...” a whisper, perhaps a promise. She wasn’t certain if she ever would. She had to wait and see. So far, today had been the first day for him to not yell at her, to not snap, and to not threaten or act violently upon her. And, bitterly she reminded herself it was in part because today was the day she had not even been herself.
(12/Many)
“Very well,” she replied calmly. Yet, that very question did arise in her mind. What did he want for her to be honest about. “Ask, and I shall answer.”
Smiles, “You haven’t told me much about anything. You’ve listened and been forward about why you are here yet you continue to hide behind a mask. You continue to hide and not be honest and forward with me. Why?” Tyrael asks simply, he would have her answer. Was it fear that stopped her? Or something more? Something else? All of these questions rebounded through his mind as he took another bite of the Yak and then pushed the plate away, a smile still on his face, not for her but for those who might look their way.
“Who and what I am is not acceptable to this mission,” she stated bluntly. “I am altering my entire personality just to fit what you need right at this moment. What you don’t need is a woman who cannot handle these situations, who cannot smile until her face hurts, and who only wants to walk away because these people disgust her. You do not need someone who is snarky and gets offended at the touch of a nerve.”
Letting those words flow as they did hurt. Not emotionally, nor did it damage an ego which hardly existed. She felt another sharp pain in her head. The alteration itself went beyond putting on a mask. She had become someone else entirely because he had asked for her to come with him. She held that smile so calmly, so serenely, as if nothing was wrong with this. It was her life, and how she lived. It was why Shadowless had also learned to never cross this woman, though the lesson had been a painful one she wouldn’t recount in her deepest nightmares.
“Would you care to dance?” she inquired in her sweetest tone.
Tyrael shook his head, as ever in awe of this woman, “One day I will learn your secrets...” He murmured as he stood, draining his champagne glass and offering her his hand, “Let’s dance my lady.” He said politely in a rigid tone. It was obvious she had hurt him with her words, he felt that she hid who she was not for the reasons she listed, even if they were valid but because she didn’t trust him. He was a Death Knight, undead, a monster what hope did he have of ever getting her to think better of him? None.
Tyrael smiled as he led them down the stairs and to the dance floor, spinning Eve out into the middle of the floor as he gracefully followed her. A smile was on his face but it wasn’t his own, it was devilish and dashing but it wasn’t Tyrael smiling at her. It was the man his father had wanted him to become. It was obvious to those who knew him that this was someone who could walk in the highest circles and be the talk of the party, be the life of it. Whereas Tyrael might scoff at all this wasted time and simply bull his way through and be straightforward this version of him was subtle and cunning.
This Tyrael could turn friend against friend and foe into ally, this was a different kind of dangerous.
If Eve cowered in fear of this man, it was hidden beneath an expression of nigh worship. A woman to compliment his personification, for he would most certainly be thrilled to be his date’s center of attention. And yet, that very word, his very questioning of her being, made her begin to wonder. He wanted for her to have fun, he wanted for her to accept this as the date that it was. But that was not something she could do and still be an effective tool. So, what did he want from her?
She fell into stride with him, her movements nearly flawless. It wasn’t because she had spent so much time practicing dancing, but because she had been forced to do so. She read his movements, predicted them, and let her body do the work while she kept her focus on him. On that mask that he donned. Perhaps he was hiding from her as well, now. She didn’t chase after Tyrael, instead letting Tyr guide her. And yet, she leaned in close to whisper to him, to speak softly, in nearly a seductive purr. Probably a compliment to their dancing, one might think.
“One day, I might let you...” a whisper, perhaps a promise. She wasn’t certain if she ever would. She had to wait and see. So far, today had been the first day for him to not yell at her, to not snap, and to not threaten or act violently upon her. And, bitterly she reminded herself it was in part because today was the day she had not even been herself.
(12/Many)